Oh GOD!

Oh Dear God! My beloved creator?

I am writing this to you today questioning your creativity.

Why did you paint with just one hue in many people's lives when you had the whole pallete of colors at your disposal?

Why are you making people wait an eternity before granting them their years of yearning?
It is only fair on your part and GODLY to feed anyone when they are hungry.

What is the use when they are granted their yearning long after it is of no pleasure to them anymore?

Why do you give people abilities when they can't do much anything with them? Use those abilities to get somewhere in life? Why do you trap them down in bondings that are too heavy for them to break loose from and keep them from chasing their dreams? Why is that often you make people realise things only after it is a little too late for them to correct their mistakes?

Why did you have to give people feelings? I, for one, don't want them and can do without them. If you ask me, if you were that bored and wanted to create something, you could have created anything much more beautiful than all the strife in all our lives and all the destruction that we as a species are causing to this beautiful blue planet of yours. I would choose to be an inanimate object, anything that would be lifeless and feelings-less, if it were up to me.

These bonds or entrapments if you will (relationships, attachments, yearnings) - I am not up to handling them all. If everything is just atoms and molecules, make me anything inanimate. That is my ultimate wish I want from you. My earnest plea to you. Wherever you are, if You ARE, I sincerely wish that this plea of mine reaches you.

Yours Sincerely
Your lesser child