One foot in front of the other!

This is what I am trying to do right now.
Life is overwhelming and I am lonely.
The constant inner ramblings of my mind.
The constant pain I feel in my heart, of a lost youth full of life, potential and promise;
Of love that was unreciprocated and distant.
The feeling of weightlessness of falling; of having no ground under my feet.
The constant inner noise that keeps me up night after night.
I will go on - and try so as not to affect anyone, especially my little ones.
I have to keep making and renewing the same promise to myself - that I will keep going.

Proof!

Growing up, I felt the need to prove to my parents that I was a good child, a responsible one.
In my teenage years, like anyone my age, I felt the urge to prove to my beloved that I was worthy.
At my job, I struggled to prove myself to my superiors.
In life, after marriage, I have had to prove to my in-laws and spouse, my core values.
It is easier now when my kids are still young, just to be there for them and not having to prove anything to them.
How I wish it could be the same for the rest of my life (with them).

Sunlight!

Playing hide-n-seek are we, now?

Casting beautiful shadows 

Of everything in your way;

Just like our memories of yesterday.

Throwing your light on beautiful things 

Holding the on looker in awe

Wondering ‘How beautiful is that?’

Touch of life!?

Some people touch our hearts and pour life into us.

But when they leave, they leave us dead-alive.

My first and my last (never again and none in between).


Relationships and people are of two kinds;
Few make us WHOLE
And few make HOLES in us.

Woman!

Every woman is a working woman! But only a few (of the women) get paid.

~ came across this one somewhere.


Woman is a perfect form of creation. Man is an error.

~ also came across somewhere.