One foot in front of the other!

This is what I am trying to do right now.
Life is overwhelming and I am lonely.
The constant inner ramblings of my mind.
The constant pain I feel in my heart, of a lost youth full of life, potential and promise;
Of love that was unreciprocated and distant.
The feeling of weightlessness of falling; of having no ground under my feet.
The constant inner noise that keeps me up night after night.
I will go on - and try so as not to affect anyone, especially my little ones.
I have to keep making and renewing the same promise to myself - that I will keep going.