Amma!

If only you could see the numerous silent tears I shed for you and because of you.

Amma, if only I had understood how hard it is to be a mom with no support to lean on when you had breakdowns and meltdowns.

I have my two little ones to thank for the dawning of this knowledge on me.

Salvaging whatever little is left of you and keeping you in a safe and caring environment where your being is not undervalued or your very existence does not go ignored and unnoticed - this is my earnest wish and my own redemption.

Had I known the struggles you faced I would never have turned my back to you. I would have always been there with you, by you, for you.